I've fallen for a guy who has a girlfriend.
Typical hey? You meet a guy and you get on really well, but he has a girlfriend. A girlfriend who lives just down the road from him at home whereas you live three and a half hours away.
So the story begins with a night out. A few flirty glances back and forth until he walks you home. In the cold winters air you experience the first kiss. I find after one kiss you always know if you want more or just to ditch the lad. He slept over. I knew he had a girlfriend and refused to do anything.
He sleeps over another two times. You've gotten comfortable around him now He comes over whilst your in pjs just about to get in bed. You now let him kiss you freely.
You travel two days early just to spend a couple of days with him. You feel like your a couple. Cuddled up, watching movies, kissing, joking. The realisation hits when you're not with him.
When he can't text you because he is with his girlfriend and she reads his texts. When you hear nothing and you know it's because he is with the girl whose shoes you wish you were in.
What are his motives? At first he said he was being a bitch and a break up was in the cards now they seem happy again. How long can you wait just to see if he'll choose you. Then if he does.... would you want a relationship, knowing this boy has cheated before with you. Once a cheat always a cheat? Or are you just grasping at a never ending piece of string?
As much as you try to find someone else, no-one else is the same. No-one matches up to the feelings you have for this one guy. The guy whose got a girlfriend but treats you like you're his love when your together. :(
